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Since late fall 2009 I’ve loved, adored and praised Lady Gaga and everything she stands for. Everything she does, how she does it and the numerous reasons why. I’ve heard all of her songs over a hundred times, I’ve been so fortunate to see her live with my best friend and fellow Lady Gaga worshiper and I must say the concert was to us a spiritual requiem. I even have a tattoo dedicated to her on my wrist.

I love her and she saved my life. 

Of all of her songs there are four of them that spoke to me more then anything in times of desperation, depression, thoughts of self-harm and in times of true need. 

Speechless

I believe that this song was written for me and no one else, like a personal message from Gaga that she’s been through the same shit as I have. This song reminded my of a boy I used to love that broke my heart and left me without words. I listened to this song over and over, sung a long with it every time I was in the car, home alone or whenever I had the time. The lyrics are just so true to what I was feeling that time and it helped me to see that she had been through heartbreak like this and she survived. Never have I ever heard a song that was so true to my own genuine feelings at the time.

Monster

Again, this is about the same boy and how he treated me. How everyone told me he was a wolf in disguise, my friends told me not to go after him and he just ate me up. He ate my heart and then he ate my brain. He took over my heart, head and body so badly and he knew it. When I heard this song live at the O2 arena in London this December, I cried. I cried so bad. Because this boy, which I love dearly as a friend today, treated me so badly after a hard time and this was just the epiphany of our corrupt relationship. Again, it felt good to know that she had survived such hard times as me. 

Born This Way

This is an anthem. This is the reason why I love her so much. Because she loves us little monsters and she wants us to know that no matter what happens to us, we will survive because we have her. No matter your orientation, sexual preference, looks, race or size we were born to be like this and we should be proud to be who we are. We should embrace who we are and where we came from. This song to me, represents being different and treated badly for wanting to be who I am. I got “Born this way” tattooed on me as a reminder of this for eternity. Even though there are dark times when you want to make everything end, you must be reminded that this is who you are and you can’t take that away from the world. 

If I hadn’t heard her inspirational speech and if it hadn’t been followed by this song, I may have done some bad things. Thank you.

You and I

A reminiscent song about love, not being able to let go. This song feels good to me because it’s personal, humane and shows that she is no different from us teenage girls desperately in love with our ex-boyfriends. I think the lyrics are so pure and truthful, like a poem or a diary entry. I love this song. It speaks to me, about something that hits close to home, just like Speechless and Monster. 

Hearing her inspirational speech at the Monster Ball, about how she created this fandom for her little monsters so they could feel good about themselves, how she shares this with us and how she locked the fucking doors to the arena to keep the haters out. How we, her little freaks, can find comfort in a place filled with 30,000 people just because she loves us so much. And how she got to me with those words and knowing how much she truly truly means what she tells us. 

I hate it when people look down on me for liking her, cause she’s “just a pop singer”. No she is not. She is so much more. She is a legend. She is a mother to us little monsters. She is comfort. She is inspiration. She is so much more than just her music. She is humble. She is beautiful in the inside out. She saved my life. She loves us and she is truthful to herself and her fans. She is so much more than “just a pop singer”. But they who haven’t heard her message, will never get it. They are not monsters. And we’ve locked the doors anyways.